Here we are again, on the brink of a new lunar cycle. Close to midnight, on the evening of March 31st, the moon will be born again in the sign of Aries. Each year, I find myself looking forward to this fiery lunation. It is the first new moon of the spring season, and it tends to open up all sorts of refreshing possibilities. The sun finds its exaltation in Aries, and thus inspires us to express ourselves authentically and creatively in new ways. I believe I'm partial to the sign of Aries due to its ability to shine purely and without the worry of judgment.
Aries is ruled by the warrior planet Mars and is known for its bravery and passion.
This Aries new moon is unique, however, and has its own special magic in store for us. Chiron, the wounded healer, is less than one degree away from the new moon. The fiery seeds of Aries are somehow being sewn into the soils of our wounded selves. Don't worry, this is not as scary as it sounds. Chiron is a meteor/asteroid body known for showing us our insecurities, our traumas, and woundedness. Not only does Chiron show us our wounds, but Chiron has a wonderful way of showing us our way to healing and our ability to heal others.
By our own process of healing, we gain certain unique gifts.
Thus, at the start of this lunation, we may be faced with a part of ourselves that is asking for healing. Being that we are in the sign of Aries, our struggles may stem from a lack of confidence or fear of acceptance. Pay attention to when you feel yourself pulling back in expressing yourself fully. Notice if you are hiding a part of your true nature, and give yourself tenderness as you seek clarity around any past wounds.
More simply put, we may be questioning our current path or experiencing a creative block of some kind. Mars, the ruler of this lunation, is about to meet up with Saturn. The next couple of weeks may have us feeling frustrated with achieving anything with speed. We may also feel a bit lackluster and be questioning our direction. I can reassure you, however, this period is a simple slowing down. There is likely no need to abandon a project or start over.
If during this time you find yourself feeling less inspired than you would like, I have this to offer. This lunar cycle is not about starting something brand new; it is about building on the mastery and blessings you already possess. I believe this Aries new moon is revealing to each of us how we continue to hold ourselves back or avoid what we truly desire. What we desire might be right in front of us, but we feel blocked from attaining it. You may even realize you are filling a void with material 'things' instead of the meaningful experiences which deeply fulfill you.
Chiron itself may serve as inspiration on this new moon. As we pursue healing, we may feel more inspired to share our own experiences with others. When we acknowledge our wounding, we allow ourselves to become more whole. None of us get through life without injury, but few of us allow for the acceptance of those parts of ourselves. Chiron shows us our process of healing gives innumerable gifts, including inspiration to create.
As I was writing this newsletter, I was reminded of my own woundings in early childhood, attributed to my Aries moon. Though I was a shy child, I was fiercely independent and somewhat rebellious. My father often told me not to be 'so sassy'. He couldn't understand why I wanted to stand in the ocean without holding his hand, even when it meant falling beneath the waves. My father was extremely strict with me as a result, and we had a tenuous relationship. The funny thing is, the more my father struggled to 'reign me in', the more independent I became. I was determined to create a life for myself where I had as much freedom as possible, which meant I became resilient and self-sufficient. As an adult, my father is now extremely proud of me. It's funny how these things work out, isn't it?
If nothing else, I believe this is a beautiful time to quiet our minds and let go of negative self-talk. As we rest our minds, we free ourselves to the exciting possibilities of this Aries lunation. We have an opportunity to express ourselves more wholly and to reach a higher level of mastery on whatever path we are on. As you sew your own seeds on this new moon, acknowledge and celebrate all of your accomplishments.
Please do write me about any experiences you have that feel connected to this Aries new moon. I love hearing your stories. This is our last new moon before the spring eclipse season begins, so it feels especially important.